{The Church and I [continued (7)]}[4th April 1990]

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This* also explains why, for the first time in my life, I can now contemplate going back to the Law, or taking a correspondence course in writing and writing for a market,* without feeling that I am betraying a trust. For the first time in my life I am** free to do what I will – and if I choose to place myself at the disposal of the Spirit, which I do, and I hope it will continue to use me, then at least I do so in the belief that now the choice really is mine.

It is a wonderful moment.

*[See [Redbook7:118-119][19900404:2346]{The Church and I [continued (4)]}[4th April 1990]ff, & esp last previous entry]

**(or at least feel!)

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