[Redbook5:299-302][19880816:2045]{Angelic
Innocence}[16th
August 1988]
19880816.2045
A
happy few hours spent with [W] and the children on the little beach
to the West of the quay at Newquay – Newquay, Ceredigion, Dyfed,*
that is – formed for me the thought – no doubt not original –
that if one were to create perfection in human [sic]
form – immortal and near divine, having therefore no need either to
reproduce or to exert strenuous physical effort – one would create
it in the form of a pre-pubescent girl, but of adult height. This –
I think – logically unassailable statement might well account for
the perceived forms of Angels, in most traditions, and in my own
experience.** They are visions of beauty and grace – and
innocence; and there were one or two Human near-embodiments of that
ideal in Newquay today.*** (There were also several of the lumpen
variety, poor things; but within a few years they will all look much
the same.)
First
Barrie,**** poor fool, and then Nabakov,# who is something rather
worse, have spoiled us for the appreciation of unsexualised beauty in
the Human form – but Artists should know all about it, and many
did. I know that I offer hostages to the prurience of the Age in
writing of my experiences:#* no doubt it would accuse me of repressed
perversions, and point to my “overly religious”#** interests. The
more I refused to accept this diagnosis, the more obviously repressed
I should be seen to be. But I know it is not true, because not once
in this latest chain of experiences has the faintest twinge of sexual
feeling occurred.#*** But I am of course, well aware of the World I live
in.
*[ie
not Newquay, Cornwall; it seems, though, that the one referred to
here is generally spelt New Quay]
**Nevertheless,
the implication of [[Redbook5:291][19880815:0935h]{Undine
(2)}[15th August 1988]ff, & esp
[Redbook5:292][19880815:0935j]{Undine (2) [continued (3)]}[15th
August 1988]]
{291-292} above, and dreams, etc is that Archangels tend towards a
slightly more developed Human form. In terms of outlook and function,
I suspect, Angels may be more like Children, Archangels more like
(young) adults. That is not to say the Angels are infantile, at all;
but they are perhaps the more innocent, less concentrated or focussed
of the two forms, and this may be reflected in their appearance to
me. <880817>
***In
particular, drifting along the margin of the Sea….
****[Sir
James Matthew Barrie, 1st Baronet, OM; 9 May 1860 – 19 June 1937)
was a Scottish novelist and playwright, best remembered today as the
creator of Peter Pan. <Wikipedia>]
#[Vladimir
Vladimirovich Nabokov; also known by the pen name Vladimir Sirin; 22
April [O.S. 10 April] 1899 – 2 July 1977) was a Russian novelist,
poet, translator and entomologist. His first nine novels were in
Russian, but he achieved international prominence after he began
writing English prose. Nabokov's Lolita (1955), his most noted novel
in English, was ranked fourth in the list of the Modern Library 100
Best Novels…. <Wikipedia>]
#*[ie in these Journals – see previous Journal entries]
#**ref
IV.[[Redbook4:235-236][19871219:0105]{Child-ish
and Child-like}[19th
December 1987], referring to a press cutting in the ms at p]237
#***[Possibly referring to the manifestations starting at [Redbook5:285-287][19880815:0040]{Undine (1)}[15th August 1988] <20190127>]]
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