[Redbook3:44-46][19870327:2157d]{Separation}[27th
March 1987]
19870327.2157
[continued]
There
was a time, in the flat in Chelsea, when I realised that my parents
had betrayed us, and were preparing to leave us – myself, [W], and
our small daughter – to the mercies of Landlord-developers, with
the crooked lease which my [father] had imposed [on us]*. I went
through a certain agony** of mind.
In
the evening our front window was open, on a calm and warm night.
Unexpectedly, a quiet but purposeful movement of Wind blew the
curtains so that they streamed into the room, without noise, but with
great strength; then they fell back against the window, and remained
still afterwards. But I felt that a presence had entered the room,
to help us: a strong Spirit of a female quality, whom I identified
with the archetype +K; and I told [W] something of this.***
Not
long afterwards, the presence being within my mind, I came to a
decision that we would have to give in to the demands of [his]
crookery: the important thing being that we now knew it for what it
was. This we did; and that is how we came to be here, in [Scotland], now:
I presume.
*and
for which I had paid. <871006>
**Some
would say that the feelings of this section are responsible for the
feelings of the previous section – but even so, are they any less
valid? <930120> [It
is unclear what sections are referred to here, as the {section
headings} were added later than the text (but probably earlier than
the
note).]
***[When
asked about this years later, [W] had no recollection of it.
<20151116>]
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