{Denial}[15th January 1988]

[Redbook5:4][19880115:1258]{Denial}[15^th January 1988]

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I have never tried to fit my life* to these patterns, or decided when** to do anything by relation to them. I have occasionally speculated on what sort of experience the future might bring within particular timescales – years rather than days – with some success; and this seems to have eased my mind when those sorts of experiences have occurred as expected, and perhaps to have prompted me in how to deal with them.***

*[Prospectively, presumably; there are several attempts to do so retrospectively, e.g. in the last previous Volume or two.]

**or where

***This is rather a relative statement; I consider my life a great deal in terms of Outer/Inner Circle at present. <880307>

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