[Redbook4:51][19870804:1320]{A
Dream: Of a Fear of Flying}[4th
August 1987]
19870804:1320
'But
Michael, you know
I can't fly!'
.1407
These
words, heard in a dream, came from a boy off-scene whom we went to
see: through, and in, a school dormitory/hospital ward. The remark
gave rise to considerable, but gentle, merriment among the (I think)
all-male older youths walking between the younger boys in their beds
– i.e. the scene is drawn from memories of a [boys’]
boarding school evening, when the older boys are supervising the
younger ones going to bed. (This is unsurprising: we recently
entertained my [secondary] school housemaster, [BD], and his wife [T]
to lunch.) *
But
there are interesting characteristics of this vehicle**: I am as
certain as may be about the name 'Michael' because I thought at first
it had something to do with Peter Pan (when Wendy and her brothers
are taught to fly). The small boy who said this, sitting up
perplexed in bed, reminded me then or later of a small boy in [my
secondary school House] called […]: I derive from this the
connection […] = Rodent = Rat = [NaRat-tor]***; the small boy,
despite my viewpoint in the dream, is me.
*[But
this is probably more likely to be a memory of the previous boarding
school. <20160817>]
**[i.e.
the dream, presumably.]
***(from
the longer fictions) <930420>
[continues]
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