[Redbook6:343][19891012:1612]{A
Dream: of Youngsters}[12th October 1989]
19891012.1612
I
wasn’t going to mention this dream until I re-read the Dream of a
Girl’s School, earlier in this Vol[ume].* In this one, several
nights ago, I vaguely remember[:]
(1)
going down to a basement to pass behind **(or in front of?)** three
naked youngsters who stood side by side in a well-lit room: from
their general appearance I should say that they were teenagers, and
although I did not know (or wonder) what sex they were, I saw, most
unusually in such dreams, that they all had (dark) pubic hair.***
(2)
Upstairs, I found myself with several naked youngsters who had
brought one of their number, a fair-haired boy I think, ****possibly
in tears, or miserable,**** to me so that I could comfort him, which
I did with a curiously un-physical arm around his shoulders.
I
wasn’t going to mention this dream because there was no particular
quality attached to it: it was curiously neutral. But I guess that
the downstairs youngsters with pubic hair symbolise ‘basic’
Souls,# the upstairs ones perhaps more ‘refined’. There was no
sexual feeling at all, either during the dream or on waking.
*[[Redbook6:170-171][19890730:1409]{Dream:
Of a Girl’s School}[30th July 1989],]
p170
**[words
between ** & ** inserted marginally, (probably)
contemporaneously]
***(I
have a vague memory, possibly false, that this was also true of the
two girls near the end of the earlier dream
([[[Redbook6:170-171][19890730:1409]{Dream:
Of a Girl’s School}[30th July 1989],]]
p170))
****[words
between **** & **** inserted marginally,
(probably) contemporaneously]
#[Or
possibly older; or more probably, as it seems odd (albeit in a dream)
to observe pubic hair without determining gender, perhaps the purpose
of the hair was specifically to obscure gender as being
irrelevant.<20200604>]
[It
seems more likely now that these figures represent aspects of the
writer’s own mind projected to his dreaming consciousness from
within &/or possibly outside his own brain, as with former such
dreams, rather than notional external ‘souls’ or minds. Even
more than with
the original entry, it has been extremely
difficult to know whether to include this journal entry in the ts and
blog or not. The deciding factor has been the perceived
gender-neutrality and the indications of maturity, both of which
suggest that the writer’s mind may have been trying to project specific symbols to
his dreaming consciousness while excluding potential distractions
&/or concerns.
<20200714>]
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