[Redbook5:336-341][19880904:2022]{Emptiness
of the Spirit}[4th
September 1988]
.2022
Interestingly,
after the week (or thereabouts) off,* the result has not, except
patchily, been depression, as it has often been in the past, but
emptiness** – exactly what I have been writing about in the booklet
draft (temporarily left a week ago last Friday, I think). I surmise
that this is a mark of my beginning to overcome, or leave, the shadow
of the intervening years – the second quarter-cycle of my life, and
perhaps some previous experiences.
I
speculate that the Emptiness – which I recall*** from the first
Quarter-cycle [sic],
and perhaps a little later – is filled according to the disposition
of the Individual: if resentment**** is near to the surface, it fills
the Emptiness with depression.# This is, if my recollection is
correct, all that I have known to fill the Emptiness for many years.
But
before that the Emptiness was filled with a purer quality, a kind of
longing which is, I think, very close to Love; can easily fix itself
on another, in Love; was expressed for me just now by [Rudyard]
Kipling’s poem ‘Merrow Down’,#** which I assume was written
after the death of his own young daughter#*** – if not, it was
tragically prophetic (and did Tolkien read it?);#**** and is I
believe most purely manifested as the longing of the Spirit of God in
Man for God the Spirit: the Love of the Spirit. That knowledge, that
awareness of Unity instantly transforms the Emptiness: without the
Knowledge,## the Emptiness is torture; with (and in) the Knowledge,
the Emptiness is blessed. And I am blessed to have rediscovered it,
under layers of Separation.
*[ie
away from writing &c.; see
[Redbook5:335][19880904:1210]{Intuition}[4th
September 1988]]
**{cf
II. [[Redbook2:129-132][19780829:2025d]{Publication
[continued]}[29th
August 1978]]
131 ‘Vacant Force’}
***[[Redbook1:206][19710612]{Vacant
Possession}[12th June 1971]; & cf
[Redbook1:196A][19710206][Emptiness][6th
February 1971], &
[Redbook2:129-132][19780829:2025d]{Publication
[continued (5)]}[29th
August 1978]]
****(or
a similar emotion)
#*But
see VI.[] ….
#**I
found it by chance after looking up ‘Rahere’
[[[Redbook5:345][19880904:2022g]{Emptiness
of the Spirit (2)}[continued (3)][5th September 1988]]]
{(See
[[Redbook5:340-341][19880904:2022g]{Emptiness
of the Spirit}[continued (7)][4th September 1988]]
p340-41)} [for
text & further notes]
#***Probably
XnotX {[–]wrong} – it is in ‘Just So Stories’, which seems to
have been reprinted unamended since the First Edition in 1902
<880905>
(Kipling
was married in 1892 and settled in Sussex in 1902.)
Josephine
his eldest daughter died of pneumonia in New York in 1899: ‘the
little girl who
was “all the world to me”
(cf [] 341) as he had been writing to his old friend Stalky … only
the day before he was struck down.’ (T[imes] L[iterary]
S[upplement] 19901221-27:1368) <901225> SEE
[[[Redbook5:340-341][19880904:2022g]{Emptiness
of the Spirit}[continued (7)][4th September 1988] &fn on p]341
[for
more on this].
[Joseph
Rudyard Kipling; 30 December 1865 – 18 January 1936) was an English
journalist, short-story writer, poet, and novelist. He was born in
India, which inspired much of his work….. Kipling was one of the
most popular writers in the United Kingdom, in both prose and verse,
in the late 19th and early 20th centuries. Henry James said: "Kipling
strikes me personally as the most complete man of genius, as distinct
from fine intelligence, that I have ever known." In 1907, at the
age of 41, he was awarded the Nobel Prize in Literature, making him
the first English-language writer to receive the prize and its
youngest recipient to date. He was also sounded out for the British
Poet Laureateship and on several occasions for a knighthood, both of
which he declined. Kipling's subsequent reputation has changed
according to the political and social climate of the age and the
resulting contrasting views about him continued for much of the 20th
century. (Wikipedia)]
#****(Tolkien is riddled with this longing for the past, particularly for the enchanted spirits who belong to it; and often in similar metre and imagery.)
{(}cf also AE Housman, ‘A Shropshire Lad’: ‘On Wenlock Edge….’{)}
{(}cf also AE Housman, ‘A Shropshire Lad’: ‘On Wenlock Edge….’{)}
[
On
Wenlock Edge the wood's in trouble;
His
forest fleece the Wrekin heaves;
The
gale, it plies the saplings double,
And
thick on Severn snow the leaves.
'Twould
blow like this through holt and hanger
When
Uricon the city stood:
'Tis
the old wind in the old anger,
But
then it threshed another wood.
Then,
'twas before my time, the Roman
At
yonder heaving hill would stare:
The
blood that warms an English yeoman,
The
thoughts that hurt him, they were there.
There,
like the wind through woods in riot,
Through
him the gale of life blew high;
The
tree of man was never quiet:
Then
'twas the Roman, now 'tis I.
The
gale, it plies the saplings double,
It
blows so hard, 'twill soon be gone:
To-day
the Roman and his trouble
Are
ashes under Uricon.
]
[Alfred
Edward Housman; 26 March 1859 – 30 April 1936), usually known as A.
E. Housman, was an English classical scholar and poet, best known to
the general public for his cycle of poems A Shropshire Lad. Lyrical
and almost epigrammatic in form, the poems wistfully evoke the dooms
and disappointments of youth in the English countryside. Their
beauty, simplicity and distinctive imagery appealed strongly to
Edwardian taste, and to many early 20th-century English composers
both before and after the First World War. Through their
song-settings, the poems became closely associated with that era, and
with Shropshire itself. Housman was one of the foremost classicists
of his age and has been ranked as one of the greatest scholars who
ever lived. He established his reputation publishing as a private
scholar and, on the strength and quality of his work, was appointed
Professor of Latin at University College London and then at the
University of Cambridge. His editions of Juvenal, Manilius and Lucan
are still considered authoritative. (Wikipedia)]
[John
Ronald Reuel Tolkien, CBE FRSL; (3 January 1892 – 2 September 1973)
was an English writer, poet, philologist, and university professor
who is best known as the author of the classic high fantasy works The
Hobbit, The Lord of the Rings, and The Silmarillion. He served as the
Rawlinson and Bosworth Professor of Anglo-Saxon and Fellow of
Pembroke College, Oxford, from 1925 to 1945 and Merton Professor of
English Language and Literature and Fellow of Merton College, Oxford,
from 1945 to 1959. He was at one time a close friend of C. S.
Lewis—they were both members of the informal literary discussion
group known as the Inklings. Tolkien was appointed a Commander of the
Order of the British Empire by Queen Elizabeth II on 28 March 1972.
After Tolkien's death, his son Christopher published a series of
works based on his father's extensive notes and unpublished
manuscripts, including The Silmarillion. These, together with The
Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings, form a connected body of tales,
poems, fictional histories, invented languages, and literary essays
about a fantasy world called Arda and Middle-earth within it. Between
1951 and 1955, Tolkien applied the term legendarium to the larger
part of these writings.(Wikipedia)]
##[cf
[Redbook5:335][19880904:1210]{Intuition}[4th
September 1988]]
[Not
to be confused with The Knowledge required of licensed London
black-cab drivers, of the road-atlas of London]
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