{Schizophrenia (2) [continued (3)]}[15th December 1987]

[Redbook4:231-232][19871215:2232c]{Schizophrenia (2) [continued (3)]}[15th December 1987]

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Hear imaginary voices**	– 'Hearing', at G~.***
which admonish, cajole or threaten them.	– ?Understanding, at G~; & Revelation.
They believe sinister influences manipulate	– (Unconscious pun) left-handed? (See below).
their thoughts and possess their consciousness.	– cf. T.VI-XII splitting.
'I feel I'm in terrible pain. They torment me, telling me what a bastard I am. I don't dare sleep.'	– Sleep releases the unconscious.
People who have lost their will	– Opposite to Ordination → Outer Action.
and become fragmented	– Fragmentation at J~
as though some cancer	– starts at Complication-Distraction (U~-A~)
had invaded their personalities.	cf. TXI 'Fortitude' (or 'Force') (lady overcoming Lion)
'I feel a heavy black pressure	– Dividing line at A~?
As though one half of my brain is in darkness.'	'Male'/'Female' division of Circles & of Brain hemispheres (See below).****
She was 21 and a University graduate.#	\ – See first remark above (p232)#*
Suffered a breakdown after he graduated	/
in civil engineering … 3 years later	/
his younger twin brothers became similarly ill.	/
“He was speaking in a strange accent,	–
singing and dancing	– Musicians birthdates are at R~; & (re dancing) cf. xS in [2].
and hearing strange voices.	– see above[**]: 'Hearing', at G~.
He invaded our daughter's party	\ – Led towards the 'female' side\
and made sexual advances to all the girls.”	/ \of the Circles, in an Outer fashion.
Jumped from a third-storey window, believing he could fly.	– Common spiritual image.
#** “It's difficult to love someone	– Love, Queen, R~.
whose feelings seem so dead.”	– Death (Tarot XIII), Knight, R~.
#*** “He would sit opposite me
and sob, a grown man of 32.	– ?Watery Quarter of the Babylonian sky (Weak!).
It broke my heart.”	– ?Hearts (=Cups): J~-G~-R~ (& see below)#****
Over-protective, and unsatisfactory family relationships.	– (See above)## T.VI, The Lover.
Playing loud music.	– Musicians birthdates at R~
“Why do you hate her?” (– your mother)	\ – (cf. T.VI, The Lover)
– “Because she flattened the earth.”	/ – or squashed the Circles?

*[See last previous entry.]

**[[Redbook4:199-200][19871206:1235e]{Sense and Sensibility (2)}[6th December 1987],] p199.

***[']After this I shall pour out my Spirit on all humanity. Your sons and daughters shall prophesy, your old people shall dream dreams, and your young people shall see visions.['] (Joel 2.28, [New?] Jerusalem Bible)

****[See next entry, 1^st para.]

#[[Redbook4:58][19870819(&20):0000]{Life Circles}[19^th August 1987]] (p58)

#*[This must I think be a mistake for p231: [Redbook4:230-232][19871215:2232]{Schizophrenia (2) [continued]}[15th December 1987] ]

#**(Father, [speaking] of daughter:)

#***(Mother [speaking of son]:)

#****[See next entry, 2^nd para.]

##[Presumably [Redbook4:230-232][19871215:2232]{Schizophrenia (2) [continued]}[15th December 1987], 3^rd item on list.]

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