[Redbook2:134-137][19781112:2112]{Clear Sight, Pure Knowledge and
Remote Effect}[12th November 1978]
19781112.2112
Tonight
on the way up from C I told S what I have told no-one else: about the
image of R's impalement on a stake, violent and frightening, which
recurred frequently (causing me to wonder what kind of person I was
becoming) until she lost her first baby, since when it has never
recurred (at that time I saw it as a sick coincidence, I think);
about the recurring image of a young girl child's naked stomach,
associated with our L and the idea of something hollow and fragile,
which ceased when we discovered she was diabetic; and about a strong
feeling when I first met [KN] in October at Sheffield Park, and heard
him speak, that we must stop worrying him or we should find ourselves
presented with some responsibility for his death – I said that[,]
when I first got home, not however considering whether he would be
dead within a month, as he is ([AG] had thought him much better –
less excitable – on that occasion than previously).
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