{Crisis Resolution in Personal Cycles (1) [continued (14)]}[29th January 1990]

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I still* think the concept of lags** is important {(}– after all, they appear in nature, eg the lag of climate mid-winter six weeks or so behind solar mid-winter –{)} mainly because I am still attached to the dual role of the events after the precise crisis-point: I find it hard to accept that the agonising break with my parents over the flat was merely symptomatic of crisis-resolution, and not also a part of the final (lagged) stages of the revolutionary semi-circle.*** But it may be so.

If so, much of the last few years’ experiences are shown in a different light.

For example, my flight Northwards**** may indeed be an enactment of the escape from the material World to C, but if so it was long delayed (I had in fact been wanting to go for years), and perhaps that much more intense (and brief) for being so long delayed. The vast majority of Church dreams, perhaps all of them, seem to have occurred at or after the 32-year C point.#  On the 2^nd 32-year cycle I am now strictly speaking between r~ and g~.#*

My whole perception of the map is changed by being strictly mathematical: so is the notional plan for the [‘O’] series of fictions.

*[See last previous entry, &ant]

**[[Redbook7:23][19900129:0118d]{Crisis Resolution in Personal Cycles (1) [continued (4)]}[22nd January 1990], &fn]

***{See [last previous entry but one, [Redbook7:27-28][19900129:0118k]{Crisis Resolution in Personal Cycles (1) [continued (11)]}[22nd January 1990]fn**,] 27, red m[arginal] n[ote]}

****[Vol III]

#[eg [Redbook2:161-162][19800130:0015b]{A Dream of +K}[30^th January 1980];

[Redbook2:195][19810811:2320]{A Dream of the Devil; A Dream of the Soul*; A Dream of the Church}[11^th August 1981];[Redbook2:215-216][19811221:1815]{A Dream of Three Chapels}[21st December 1981];

[Redbook2:237-238][19820809:0845b]{A Dream: The Unfinished Cathedral/Church}[9^th August 1982];

[Redbook2:280][19830518:1300]{A Dream of Christchurch}[18^th May 1983];

[Redbook2:283-284][19830526:1200b]{Two Dream fragments: [continued] … and a Collapsing Church}[26th May 1983];

[Redbook2:300-301][19830826:0045]{A Dream of Missed Directions: Three Chapels and the White Hotel}[26th August 1983];

[Redbook2:304-305][19831007:1430b]{Dream: Idle in Church}[7^th October 1983];

[Redbook2:325][19840116:2400b]{A Dream of Three Churches}[16^th January 1984];

[Redbook2:350][19841118:1935]{A Dream: Of Destinations}[18^th November 1984];

[Redbook3:10-11][19860907:0612c]{A Dream: [(2)] The Black-faced Rector}[7^th September 1986];[Redbook3:11][19860907:0612d]{A Dream: [(3)] Church Accounts}[7^th September 1986];[Redbook3:11][19860907:0612e]{Kielder Water}[7^th September 1986];

[Redbook3:14][19860907:0612h]{A Dream: [(4)] Profaning the Church}[7^th September 1986];[Redbook3:16-18][19860907:0612k]{A Dream: [(7)] The Church Militant}[7^th September 1986];

& cf [Redbook2:320][19831217:2015d]{Falling into Love}[17^th December 1983].

Not searched after Vol III; none found before Vol II, but recording of dreams seems to have been very rare until Vol III.]

#*[or, of course (presumably), between S~ & M~]

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