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This map* completely redraws the events leading up to that* resolution, however. The problems with my parents over the flat come after age 32 (if I remember correctly), suggesting that they were not part of the revolution process ** so much as its continuation into the crisis-resolution phase, of which separation from parents*** must have been a long-overdue part (cf T[arot].VI, at C~). Certainly I felt keenly the**** abandonment of my family’s expectations for me when I left the [Law] and went to [the Accountants]: in fact, it was a bloody nightmare. And when I failed the Accountancy finals# – twice – and went to work at [the trade association], I knew it as another stage in the abandonment of career: but this time, I was relieved.

*[See last previous entry]

**{(But radial resonance from R~ to G~?)}

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***(or ‘non’-resolution)

****[ie my – the writer’s]

#[Narrowly both times. The problems seem to have been not knowledge or understanding, but speed and, particularly, handwriting, the last of which has been a recurring problem for as long as the writer can remember, the source of much criticism especially paternal, and in all likelihood the result of forcing a left-handed child to become right-handed as evidenced in a letter from the writer’s father to his infant-teacher in about 1955/6.]

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