[Redbook6:281-283][19890929:2152b]{Love
and Sex (8)}[29th
September 1989]
.2152
[continued]
*I
arrived for enrolment in the Welsh class in Llan[…] very happy and
relaxed – having been thinking of the dream** – and found the
only chair still empty next to an attractive girl, another
[Gabby],*** we seeming in that weird and semi-conscious way of things
to strike up an easy acquaintanceship from the moment I walked
through the door – before I had even sat down: discovering some
while after we had both been chatting that we both lived in the same
village. She and her husband, a […] at the College, have lived [in
the village] since [earlier this year]. The people on the course
seemed for the most part a pleasant lot, with whom the conversational
Welsh part could be fun.
For
the first time in my life I walked into a room full of strangers and
felt completely at ease: so much so that I had to curb my tongue a
bit, against inanities.**** Old age?
#
*{[[Redbook6:268][19890918:1534]{Love
and Sex (7)}[18th September 1989]]
268→}
**[See
last previous journal entry but one, [Redbook6:280][19890929:1130c]{A
Dream: Of Following [xS]}[29th September 1989]]
***[See
[Redbook6:55)][19881205:1247d]{R~ birthdays, and Love [continued
(3)]}[5th December 1988]]
[This
refers I think more to the shared forename than to than to any other
characteristics, although there may have been some other
similarities.]
****So
was I at ease? Yes!
#By
(instructive) contrast, for the first actual lesson, exactly a week
later, I was (again) late, but pushing the [car] hard on the road,
not thinking of anything so lovely as here; was, I think, overtaken
by the lady on the way, which made me absurdly irritated; and passed
a moderately boring evening without any such communications, although
fun in parts. (But I got the word bingo right uncannily often, until
I noticed I was). The moral is clear. <891009>
[continues]
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