{Crisis Resolution in Personal Cycles (6) [continued]}[30th July 1990]

[Redbook7:176][19900730:1007c]{Crisis Resolution in Personal Cycles (6) [continued]}[30th July 1990]

19900730.1007

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There is also* a fascination with xS (R~), at its strongest and clearest in Vol III,** at a time of strong r~ influence under the precise circles regime; this is noticeably now dying away (to my slight regret, when I remember it). The curious episode of the Undines*** suggests the ‘female’ side leaving the watery quarter for dry land and at the same time becoming much more closely identified with me (or do I mean intimate, or associated?) – but that is only speculation, based on the precise circles fit.

The consideration of Christ occurs anywhere and everywhere, not at all restricted to C, but that can be accounted for in terms of the ubiquity of Christ (‘wherever you choose to look’ – +M in [2])**** and the circumstances which reintroduce one to him (eg my application to the Church).

*[See last previous entry]

**[of these Journals]

***[eg [Redbook5:275-276][19880814:1130b]{Two Dreams: Of swimming with fair-haired girls [continued]}[14th August 1988] (&ant),

[Redbook5:283-284][19880814:1910]{Undines}[14th August 1988],

[Redbook5:285-287][19880815:0040]{Undine (1)}[15th August 1988], &al; & cf

[Redbook6:306-307][19891012:1612e]{Love, Uncertainty and Emptiness against the Church}[12th October 1989]

****[

“.... Does that mean that Chris will be here?”

“He is already here.”

“I am very pleased.” I said. “I wonder where I can find him?” I felt, after I had said this, that it was a stupid thing to say.

“Wherever you choose to look, I expect.” Michael replied. “But you can find me here at the Corner House, King Street, most lunchtimes, for the time being at any rate.”

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