[Redbook7:132-133][19900504:1421]{Dream:
Of a Military Exercise}[4th May 1990]
19900504.1421
A
curious dream last night: I was back in the T[erritorial] A[rmy],*
with my friends(?) gathering for the start of an exercise. The
exercise – for us in H.Q. – involved simply passing across a
piece of difficult country: the achievement of this was not merely of
administrative significance, but of central importance, although it
involved no weapons (so far as I saw, anyway).
I
discovered that the exercise was due to last, not three weeks as I
had thought, but 7-8 weeks, maybe more; I was concerned about
telephoning my family (not [W] and the children, perhaps, but my
pre-marital family?)** to tell them, but did not in fact manage to do
so.
We
were waiting for the C[ommanding] O[fficer] to arrive. We were, it
seemed, in a private house. As we moved into the first floor front
room, there was a collection box on the side of the doorway, outside
the room: the old lady*** who owned the house(?) said that I had not
put money in it;**** I said that I had; after a little repetition of
this, I exclaimed at her: (?) ‘Silly Cow!’ Inside the room, I
regretted saying this: not because it was wrong, but because I
thought the C[ommanding] O[fficer] would be angry. As we moved out
of the room again and up the next flight of stairs, I realised that
the C[ommanding] O[fficer] (whom I might or might not have seen at
this point) was not angry at all.
In
this dream there was none of the tension which dreams of the
T[erritorial] A[rmy] usually (I think) engender; nor was the
C[ommanding] O[fficer]# a man to be feared: more, respected.
*[The
voluntary military reserve]
**[The
writer left the Reserves before marrying and starting his own a
family.]
***{cf
[[Redbook7:137][19900519:1545]{Dream:
Of an Urban House}[19th May 1990],]
137;
ref
[[Redbook7:139][19900520:1524]{Dreaming
of the Old Lady’s House}[120th May 1990],]
139
****(I
had been concerned about under-payment to the Church, which I later
put right with a cheque. <900519>)
#{God?
Or the Archbishop?}
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