{Testing Times}[11th March 1990]

[Redbook7:82-84][19900311:2332b]{Testing Times}[11th March 1990]

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*… I’m only sorry that [W]’s hormonal deficiency (apparently since before [s]’s birth,** and now reckoned by the doctor to be the beginning of ***an incredibly early*** Change of Life), and the consequent lack of emotional and financial stability,**** should have thwarted my attempts in the last five years to get to grips with, and #contribute to, those#* specialisations (basically, maths, philosophy and psychology).

I am managing to overcome the resentment I have been feeling recently about this: it does no good, and is perilously like a diversion of what I had felt about my parents, onto [W]. But I may be forgiven: it is rotten luck.

*[Sentence continued from last previous entry]

**[1987]

***[Words between * & * marginally inserted]

****[See [Redbook7:68-71][19900219:1936]{...[WBW]}[19th February 1990]ff, & esp

[Redbook7:70-71][19900219:1936c]{...[WBW][continued (3)]}[19th February 1990]]

#[!]

#*[See last previous entry]

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