{Decisions [continued]}[10th May 1983]

[Redbook2:267][19830510:2030b]{Decisions [continued]}[10^th May 1983]

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My experience a few nights later of a conversation with +M (see 19821114.1915)* has been the foundation stone of almost all my important decisions since then, particularly about our business and the computer – starting with leaving my job. My feeling then that he talked for a long 'time', and that what he said was extremely important, despite the fact that I could not and cannot recall what he said, has given me courage to make decisions which may seem in retrospect and rationally to be colossal gambles. It has helped me (to some extent) not to worry but to have confidence in the outcome of decisions made after quiet perception of the trend of events and quiet attention to the inner reality or truth – so far as my own awareness has not been distorted by outside factors. The events of my life over the past years seem to fit the pattern of the Circles. I find myself drawn towards Churches and bare Christianity, which fits.

*[Redbook2:264-265][19821114:1915]{[1]: A Visitation]}[14^th November 1982]

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