[Redbook7:187][19900804:1125c]{G~}[4th
August 1990]
19900804.1125
[continued]
*–
Although, as I wrote that,** I was suddenly intensely aware of the
quality and human appearance of G~, +K, within my mind and around my
body.***
*cf
III. [[Redbook3:44-46][19870327:2157d]{Separation}[27th
March 1987],]
44-45,
[[Redbook3:22A][19870326:1512]{Extract
from [2] ms, 19870104 (p49)}[26th
March 1987],]
22A****
**[See
last previous entry, final para]
***ie
embracing me
cf
[[Redbook7:176-177][19900730:1007d]{Crisis
Resolution in Personal Cycles (6) [continued (3)]}[30th July 1990],]
177
****[This
refers to a photocopy inserted in the journal ms at that point, but
not included in the ts nor blogged, consisting of one unrevised ms
page from [2] on which the relevant text is as follows:
‘...
[under the] mounting blue haze a train from London snaked its way up
the King's Cross line and into the city. On the southern footpath
from the Chilterns, along the edge of the hill, I could see a figure
walking towards me. Nearer than I had thought, being little more
than child size, a slim figure with startlingly blonde, straight
hair, cut short, and blue eyes: a young girl whom I felt sure I
recognised. She sat down beside me on the edge of the Gog Magog
hills: “[xS] is here.”’
I
looked at her for a long time; and for a long time she gazed over
Cambridge.
[…]
‘She
turned, and smiled, and I knew that it was her, although three or
four years older. "I am becoming serious! Ask."
"Ask
what?"
"Whatever
you wish."’
–
&
a marginal note near the foot of the page: ‘Rung by [Mrs B, the
owner] in reply to our letter re [CH, the house which the writer &
his wife shortly thereafter bought, & lived in from 1987 to
1992]’ see [Redbook3:146-147][19870408:1218f](Dream of [xS]:
Significance)[8th April 1987]
]
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